Void

There are those moments when amusement swings around, people talk and activities occur but nothing seems to pass through the complete void in the cells of the head. Your head is as blank as a white paper. No memory cells function. No thoughts occur. The senses don’t respond. The transmission of messages to the brain stop somewhere halfway through at some point lost forever and never to find their way again. All that there was previously seemed to have disappeared into the blood or somehow found their way out of mystical system that you now have no control over. No pain. You are falling down a mountain. There seems to be a river – half frozen. The mind hurts. A rare and unpleasant occurrence. The heart is what generally takes over. Here the heart seems to have been malfunctioning taken by astonishment of the unexpected. There is no freedom from it. It conquers all... leaving ashes that once seemed like the petals of a rose...